I'm a sinner

I beg for mercy, help and compassion
I'm a sinner
the more I ascend the more I'm held back
want to break free
I'm a sinner
Lord have mercy
I'm falling and I'm fooled
I'm enlightened yet I'm ruled
I'm a sinner till I enter the Kingdom of Fire
I'm a sinner till it's complete
I'm a sinner and a liar
I'm a sinner, and I need help
thank the Lord for time given
I'm a sinner and I need to repent
till judgement day when I will present
my soul like a track, mixed/mastered and stamped
I'm a sinner human being
I'm a sinner with sinner feeling
I'm a sinner with inner pleading
I'm a sinner with an attorney
I'm a sinner awaiting trial
I'm a sinner out on parole
running out of control
free for the time being
running fast
faster than any eye is seeing
... just another soul

who's voice?

Beatz on Fire

Who's Fire?
is it my fire or His?
it is purification in an oven - better now than later... i'm an alien
are they my beats or His beats?
my Lord is the creator of time where the beats breathe
stretch on the surface for depth and inner-roar
detail is only perspective and extra vision or insight...
only the light makes me see things bright and corrupt
I'm blind without the torch: the prize at the end of the road
my heart I poured in front of my Lord
servant not observant
walker, thought provoker, seeker of truth, recorder in the booth
roots run deep, 3rd degree sleep walk but awake waiting in court
sort of a rock, still but can't stop
vessel not a rebel
stream for the cream
bearer forever
if God wills
till the bell rings
who sings?
everyone
everytime I see the Son, clear in the horison.... the One who has risen!

Trapped in the Trap - Saved by my Lord

The only thing that keeps me breathing still is the light inside.
everytime i fall i remember Him
everytime i feel alone...
He taps on my shoulder so i can rejoice in His love again
this journey is dangerous, cos i tend to forget...
this journey is risky cos i can lose the prize...
I put everything in His hands
thank Him with tears in my eyes
rest in His Grace, speak nothing but the truth
my Lord is my Savior, my Lord is my Shepherd
my Lord is my Father and He is my King.
I am Royal cos of His gift, cos of the free inheritance,
the gift of the Spirit and the annointing of the heart.
blessed is my Lord Jesus Christ . . . now, always and forever.. Amen.

in the studio all you can think about is the audible, so in that zone of "you VS sound" all elements of the inner-self are exposed and at your disposal. Just you and your self (the good, the bad and the ugly)

Beatz of Thunder

Thunder for the veiled____________Peace for the Called
fearful in the cold___________encouraged in the warmth
scream in your dream___________blessed in the journey
bitter when sober____________comfort for the mourner

beats made of thunder, for the man who wants to wonder...
i forge sculpture out of love cos of hunger from above.
starve in the rain to feed flour with grain
main focus on the One, only life under the sun.

ref: Exodus 20:18-21