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Walk by Faith

Inside me

Alive inside me is my soul like a child
Barely can talk, barely can move, barely can smile
In your presence oh Lord, its smile blossoms
In your presence oh Lord, I am lifted
In the shell deep within under the thick skin of my flesh
Resides my soul like a pearl waiting to shine once exposed to the sun
Your light is my oxygen, your spirit my blood
My father up in heaven I owe you my life.
I give it thankfully for the honor of victory
For the grace and heavenly honor to worship you
To live in you as you in me
Giver of sight, ears and might
Giver of life, light and height
All that I need and all that I have is your love my Lord
I give you my all as I surrender my soul

I'm Alive

I was taken
To a new place
A new dominion
A sea wider than the eye can see
Fire and presence of the One who descended from the heavens

I have access
I can taste from the tree
My body captivated
My hands feel different

I'm amazed, it's comfortable
I want to stay, never to leave
Beautiful singing from the depths of my being
Healing me slowly with His song
Feeding me closely with His love
Blessing me strongly with His Dove

I'm alive

I saw His face

I saw His face
For a split second
I saw His face
Very expressive
I saw His face in black and white
I saw my maker with my eyes shut
I saw His face in my soul
I saw His face and it was raw
I saw Him looking at me
He’s different from how He’s drawn
Not that ‘handsome’, but more beautiful
Not only human but also Divine
I remembered the day I heard His voice
Calling a name and it was mine
I saw Jesus and He was serious
I saw His face and I trembled with fear
I saw His face and it changed my life
I saw His face and received more light
I love Him more
Now that I know
He is with me for sure
I long for His presence in complete form.

Love of my Life

"Place me like a seal over your heart, like a seal on your arm; for love is as strong as death, its jealousy unyielding as the grave. It burns like blazing fire, like a mighty flame. " - Song of Solomon 8:6

the Holy Spirit by St. Gregory the Theologian

"The Holy Spirit always was, and is, and will be; neither beginning nor coming to an end, but always ranked and numbered with the Father and the Son";
"He is the life and creator of life; He is the light and the bestower of light; He is the pouring out of goodness and source of goodness";
"through Whom the Father is known and the Son (John 16:14) is glorified, and by all is known";
"He is the Spirit of wisdom, understanding";
"He is God and deifier."
"He distributes the gifts " (1 Cor. 12:11),
"crowns the prophets, apostles and martyrs ".

- St. Gregory the Theologian

Saviour of All

All in the city after fame
All in the dungeon trapped in shame
All who want to break heavy chains

All in the garden planting seed
All in front of the tv not finding their need
All in their beds who wish they were freed

All who lead lives empty like pits
All who read signs but not there yet
All in the smoke lost like ashes

All on the staircase chased and hurt
All in the supermarket in their skirt or shirt
All in the classroom, office or work

All in this world made of clay
All in this together but not willing to stay
All roaring like lions lying in hay

All seeking rest go to Him
All in need of light go to the Son
The Bread of life and Kingdom to come

"In Flames of Fire"

"There the angel of the LORD appeared to him in flames of fire from within a bush. Moses saw that though the bush was on fire it did not burn up. " - Exodus 3:2

Kingdom Within

the Kingdom within

the one I live in

the air I breathe

the state I'm in

a high unlike no other

enlightment like in summer

lover of my soul:

my King and my Father

I thank you for my home.

Roamed in this land

for a while couldn't find

couldn't understand what's behind

the destruction and corruption

shadows and lies

deception and smoke

till His light in me struck

regained consciense after the stroke

I can see now

my home is not of this world

I will wait patiently with my faith

there's no way anyone can ever make

me lose my prize: my home in the skies

the devil in disguise can't touch me with his lies

I can see thru with the grace of my Lord

my shield and my sword.

Warrior armed with fire

peace in my heart, all I ever desired

since the very start sought to quench

now waiting on the bench

waiting for my turn

restlessly trying to learn

train in this field

train so i can yield

bear fruit

not stack loot

build the Kingdom

extend root

Who do you believe?

where are you searching?

come back to your senses

running breathless

talking senseless

you're afraid and defenseless

the Lord is your refuge

and Heaven your home

your body the temple

and Jesus the dome.

from darkness to light

"These are a shadow of the things that were to come; the reality, however, is found in Christ."
- Col 2:17
This is one of the most fascinating things. Jesus also said it in John 5:39. The OT is so intense. It talks about our Lord in such detail. But stays only a shadow, until we accept the reality: Christ and become alive in Him.
Our life will only be a shadow on earth (Job 8:9) without Christ, a plastic life; a life that's so empty, insecure and lifeless that can only be described as such: a shadow without hope (1 Chr 29:15).
My shadow met Life on his journey and became alive.
The Law met Jesus and became alive with Christ in every single one of us.

"I am the way and the truth and the life" - John 14:6

Nehemiah 9:5-6

“Stand up and bless the LORD your God Forever and ever!

“ Blessed be Your glorious name,

Which is exalted above all blessing and praise!
You alone are the LORD;

You have made heaven,

The heaven of heavens, with all their host,

The earth and everything on it,

The seas and all that is in them,

And You preserve them all.

The host of heaven worships You.

Growth

How many out there are ready to step out?
out of their worlds and out of their shelters
how many out there are ready to walk on fire?
float on air and fly like hawks in the strangest of folks
It's called growth.

How many will deny themselves? put on shelves
all mentality and behavior, make way for the Savior
how many want to run? break the chains, follow the Son
all blessings enabled, all Heaven on the table.

How many are focused? How many heading East?
going for the crown, to get beneath what appears
more profound than hidden tears
search the sound of the trumpet that clears
all confusion, all illusion...

Growth with an oath, both hand in hand
dwell on hot sand, on my Lord I depend
move forth to the port where the ship will descend
send prayers when I sought His presence like a lamp
amped in the heart, long for His warmth
since the very start tried to understand
tried to reach the source.

It's called growth with longing with praise and singing.
it is joy in the heart that grows with your walk
patience and peace. Invited to the feast
so I serve and speak, with arm and lip
blessings and gifts generously received
so I lift my hands to the Heavens and worship.

A Clearer Sight

Can't seem to forget how it happened. Sometimes it seems like a dream, a past life or another reality. That's exactly how it is!
Now, I'm an alien. First thing that came to mind was "What is this horrible world?" Now it's time to flourish and expand, go deeper and seek my maker within. It's time to build.
In search of my identity, I only have a greencard now. A candidate for citizenship. My identity will soon be clearer to me I'm sure.
When I think of the past and works that were dead, I wonder how I took it. I was stuck between 2 worlds. Now I'm free, so I want to give back to the One who freed me.
My "kingdom" is destroyed. Instead, He accepted me in His Empire and anointed me King! How about that?
I lost "brothers/sisters" and "friends" but gained a whole family the entire body, the living and the dead.
I lost a passion and a drive to win a new one that is everlasting and bears much fruit.
I am still waiting for the coming. I will repeat the same words with no cease until I snap out of lies that still try to fool me. " I love you my Lord, I love you my Lord, I love you my Lord...."
Can't have enough of your love.
He is the Light that shuns the dark away.
He is the Truth that frees like a breeze that clears the sky after a rainy day.
He is my Life that I found burried in clay.
All seeking rest go to Him.
All in need of Light go the Son:
The bread of Life and Kingdom 'come.

Purify with Fire

"Therefore come out from them and be separate, says the Lord. Touch no unclean thing, and I will receive you. "
"I will be a Father to you, and you will be my sons and daughters, says the Lord Almighty."
Since we have these promises, dear friends, let us purify ourselves from everything that contaminates body and spirit, perfecting holiness out of reverence for God. - 2cor 6:17-18, 7:1

St. Atteh (36 AD)

According to holy tradition, St. Atteh was a royal robe maker by trade and the maker of miters to the Edessan court. When the Apostle Thaddeus was preparing to leave the country, he consecrated Atteh a bishop and appointed him as Locum tenens until his return. During the Apostle Thaddeus' absence, King Apkar's son, who ascended to the throne after his father's death, and who reestablished paganism, demanded that the saint make him a mitre. The saint refused, saying that he could not do so for a pagan. Thus, shortly after the refusal and during instruction of the holy faith and before his pupils, Atteh was martyred.

Psalm 8:1

O LORD, our Lord,
How excellent is Your name in all the earth
Who have set Your glory above the heavens!

O LORD, our Lord,
How excellent is Your name in all the earth
Who have set Your glory above the heavens!

O LORD, our Lord,
How excellent is Your name in all the earth
Who have set Your glory above the heavens!

The Scizzers is Dead

The Scizzers is dead now i'm Seth instead.
Christ in me is my treasure now.
The Scizzers is dead and that's what's relevant.
New life, new breath new vision and new heart.
The Scizzers is dead so let them bury the dead.
Brought back to life, brought back to the Light.
The Scizzers is dead no longer shall i cut..........

ref: Matthew 8:22 + Genesis 4:25

this is where it all started: ground -0- ... built on nothing but faith.

I'm a sinner

I beg for mercy, help and compassion
I'm a sinner
the more I ascend the more I'm held back
want to break free
I'm a sinner
Lord have mercy
I'm falling and I'm fooled
I'm enlightened yet I'm ruled
I'm a sinner till I enter the Kingdom of Fire
I'm a sinner till it's complete
I'm a sinner and a liar
I'm a sinner, and I need help
thank the Lord for time given
I'm a sinner and I need to repent
till judgement day when I will present
my soul like a track, mixed/mastered and stamped
I'm a sinner human being
I'm a sinner with sinner feeling
I'm a sinner with inner pleading
I'm a sinner with an attorney
I'm a sinner awaiting trial
I'm a sinner out on parole
running out of control
free for the time being
running fast
faster than any eye is seeing
... just another soul

who's voice?

Beatz on Fire

Who's Fire?
is it my fire or His?
it is purification in an oven - better now than later... i'm an alien
are they my beats or His beats?
my Lord is the creator of time where the beats breathe
stretch on the surface for depth and inner-roar
detail is only perspective and extra vision or insight...
only the light makes me see things bright and corrupt
I'm blind without the torch: the prize at the end of the road
my heart I poured in front of my Lord
servant not observant
walker, thought provoker, seeker of truth, recorder in the booth
roots run deep, 3rd degree sleep walk but awake waiting in court
sort of a rock, still but can't stop
vessel not a rebel
stream for the cream
bearer forever
if God wills
till the bell rings
who sings?
everyone
everytime I see the Son, clear in the horison.... the One who has risen!

Trapped in the Trap - Saved by my Lord

The only thing that keeps me breathing still is the light inside.
everytime i fall i remember Him
everytime i feel alone...
He taps on my shoulder so i can rejoice in His love again
this journey is dangerous, cos i tend to forget...
this journey is risky cos i can lose the prize...
I put everything in His hands
thank Him with tears in my eyes
rest in His Grace, speak nothing but the truth
my Lord is my Savior, my Lord is my Shepherd
my Lord is my Father and He is my King.
I am Royal cos of His gift, cos of the free inheritance,
the gift of the Spirit and the annointing of the heart.
blessed is my Lord Jesus Christ . . . now, always and forever.. Amen.

in the studio all you can think about is the audible, so in that zone of "you VS sound" all elements of the inner-self are exposed and at your disposal. Just you and your self (the good, the bad and the ugly)

Beatz of Thunder

Thunder for the veiled____________Peace for the Called
fearful in the cold___________encouraged in the warmth
scream in your dream___________blessed in the journey
bitter when sober____________comfort for the mourner

beats made of thunder, for the man who wants to wonder...
i forge sculpture out of love cos of hunger from above.
starve in the rain to feed flour with grain
main focus on the One, only life under the sun.

ref: Exodus 20:18-21